MISSISSIPPI
M - I

my, my
how my daughter done grown
growing up twixt
bowed pine needles
red clay cricks
forever duck- and weaving
a weeping willow switch

CROOKED LETTAH, CROOKED LETTAH

Mama that switch wasn’t fair

life ain't fair, child
never said it was
simply the way it be's

I know about fair, Mama
blackwatch plaid parochials
The nonexistence of fair
scrubbed pink nails facing down
Fair being who you are
arched palms stinging
Fair being where you at
Westcott rulers never soft
Fair has always been relative
Sister Immaculata called me out
For Black girls like me
as Mary and I discussed a division problem
I never could solve those problems without a remainder
Mary being white without a whipping
I, inescapably black
corrupting porcelain's purity...

I

girl, you been trained better
change that big "I" to small
done lost your faculties?
you forgot where you be?
white folks'll think
you full of yourself
drawing so much attention

CROOKED LETTAH, CROOKED LETTAH

But Mama,
A letter came to our P.O. Box
The University wrote saying
They want me
I've been accepted...

I

girl, i don't know what i'ma do with you
looking for acceptance from white folks
you ain't done learned nothin for all your smarts

HUMPED BACK, HUMPED BACK - I...

Help me, Mama
My back's out
I need you, I can't stand

yes you can
if you let go
lose that extra burden
a back can't help but be humped
forever talking about fair

when you gonna learn that
no matter how much education
or how much you attain
whether it be riches or fame
now, don't move none
don't you dare flinch

Her concentrated, gospel hands
Stroke and palpate
My knotted, weary back
Calmly expressing truth
Before setting me straight

in all but a few rare eyes,
my poor fool child,
you're nothing more
just some niggah wench